Haha...teacher's day! Walau...i so did not have fun today. Firstly, the nerve-wrecking performance nearly killed me...and i accidentally did something wrong (and it went all out of place for me)...then our stall got nothing (boohoo...we worked so hard on the decos!!).. I so did not have a nice time watching the other performances (I'm not gonna name the ones i hate...like...so over!) Then, i was ditched by a friend who promised to be going back to school with me. Ha!! Don't even think about talking to me ever again!! I mean it!! STAY OUT OF MY LIFE!!!
I totally regret going back to JYPS...then again...what's the use of going out with zalena and amanda when eventually i can't watch a movie with them? Anyway...asyiqin couldn't be there with me. she had some kind of project to do. So i was stuck with the other malay girls (urgh! i so do not fit in)...and i ended up with the guys...sheesh! haikal is so annoying! he thinks he's so witty, and he is so not funny. i mean...he kept hitting my cap and pulling it down, saying i'm a tomboy la...whatever man! I'd rather be called that than 'minah'...
Really, already the bad mood of being ditched is one thing...urgh!! i left early..i mean...what is there to do at that place? And now here i am...in front of my monitor...typing out everything.
HOW PATHETIC...

Fell asleep before 5:06 PM

The Teacher's Day thing is a mess! We just finished finalising everything today!! Yikes! No time liao...hahaha..the performance will be very funny, with bo xiang on stage and all...can't wait!
No a.maths test today! Hahaha...mr lee didn't come to school. We had History and English period for our Teacher's Day discussion. See how much time we spend for them for only one day? sheesh!!
Anyway...i did something mean to someone today (hope he's not reading this right now...he won't anyway...) Well, i pointed my middle finger at him for no reason...seriously! he saw it of course...and i'm feeling a little guilty right now...If you happen by any chance (however much i hope you won't) be reading this...er...sorry hor...erm...reflex action..can't help it! I mean...come on la..i have nothing against this guy...
Well...whatever it is...wish you all a nice day (even though it's not)

Fell asleep before 3:41 PM

School it really depressing!! wah..wah...wah (imagine me crying)...
there's a physics test today...and if i happen to pass this one by luck or by chance, i'll treat myself to burger king's chocolate hershey's cream pie (yum!).. But at this rate...it'll be 1% to zilch! it's so demoralising to think that you're gonna fail everything you sit for! i failed my chemistry retest...i mean...hello? it's a retest! and teachers were supposed to make it easier! Humph! Sickening chemistry teacher (whom i won't be naming because i'll just be wasting my energy typing it out)...
There'll be an a-maths retest tomorrow. notice how many retests i have taken...and will be taking! yikes!! i'm totally stressed out...there's homework today...but my brain feels like gooey liquid in my head and i can't think right now...
hopefully another bowl of ice cream might cheer me up :D

Fell asleep before 6:00 PM

Well...today is quite a nice day...quite...
There's assembly for starters...big bore...but it's ok...for a talk..
Then, there wasn't any mother tongue because my teacher didn't come...
And...the best part was getting the class t-shirt! i have to say..i'm pleased with the design (probably because i designed it...hehehehe :P)...can't wait to wear it on wednesday!


Fell asleep before 5:17 PM

Wow...yesterday was a big whirl! ook...well yesterday, i went to Greenridge Sec to support my friends who were participating in the Humanities Quiz! Go Jurong!! Hahaha...although we won consolation, nevertheless, i had fun! amanda was star-struck because we saw this Kids Central guy...rauzan (or smth liddat)...i didn't realise Greenridge had so many handsome guys! hahaha...
after that, amanda and i went to Jurong East library..i know, i know...how can i stand that girl!!? hahaha..the secret: i just told her "if you annoy me, i'll just leave you there." See amanda? u can act like a normal girl! hehehe...just kidding! peace no war!

Fell asleep before 10:05 AM

ook...i'm feeling bored...
Well...zalena went home sick today...poor girl!! Get better ok girl? have LOTS of rest...don't over-eat (not like you will anyway)...or turn aneroxic overnight (i repeat..not like you will anyway)! :D
Oooh!! I went to the library during recess with khaymar and amanda..and i borrowed this really cute book. it's really funny! It's called 'It Must Be Love' by Camy Baker...and the book is purely for all you girls out there. Go catch the book! It's partly narrative and partly Chicken Soup kinda thing...

Fell asleep before 9:40 PM

I NEED A NEW PC!!! NOW MY PC'S A TOTAL MESS!! I CAN'T STAND IT!!

Fell asleep before 5:36 PM

my pc sux!! i think there might be a spyware in it...everything's sloooow!! urgh!! i'm pissed off right now...adding to that...i scored 8 out of 25 for my a mths test...what a drag! and my math teacher was all "you guys didn't turn up for my remedial. at least one of you should tell me that you're not prepared...i think u owe me something"...sheesh!!

Fell asleep before 5:02 PM

Alright...there's so much to tell! Hahahaha...well...today, i have become officially confused. Seriously, how can a person (me) come to a conclusion is there are so many mixed signals? Personally, it sucks! I wonder what it will feel like to wake up thinking everything is going to be smooth again. Haiz...ook, so i'll go right to it.
There's a National Day Celebration in school today. i went to school as usual, at around 7 in the morning, and i went straight to class (i mean, it will be quite lame to be lining up at the parade square won't it?). Then at 7.15, me, zalena and amanda went to the parade square. There wasn't any national anthem because we'll be singing it later during the parade. We were arranged to line up at the volleyball court. At first, everything was fine. Then, i turned around to talk to Khaymar, and in the process, my eyes landed on HIM!! Argh!! He was laughing and talking to his friends. I decided not to let that bother me. After all, i'm not supposed to like him remember?
Then, the most heart-wrenching thing happened. Somewhere before the marching ended (i think), HE walked up and sat at my 11 o'clock, two rows to my left. Oh god!! I mean, what is he trying to do? turn my life upside down? he was making me self-conscious all over! i mean, i was thinking of joining in the water-spray marathon going on with the people around me, but i though better of it. He was sitting with two of his friends, one of which i know quite ok. The thing was, he caught me looking at him. It was so embarrassing!! I couldn't even sing (er..i had to sing) without making my face turning warm all over! Sheesh!
Well...see what i mean by confusing? if he doesn't like me, and i don't like him anymore... (i'm going to live it that way)
Anyway, i had quite an enjoyable time today. See ya!! :D

Fell asleep before 6:51 PM

Hehe...i had fun today!! well..firstly, P.E. was quite cool, considering i played badminton. hahaha...oh..and there was a mother tongue test today (if i don't pass this, i'm not human)..and a chem retest..haha..i failed the first time round, and this retest was the EXACT same test! haha..fortunately i had memorised 3/4 of the test questions...
Then, me, khaymar, amanda and swezin went to Jurong East library..actually, we went to Burger King before that..gosh, i was soo full!! the whopper was awesome! go check it out before the promotion ends! :D


Fell asleep before 7:34 PM

Phew! I had my 2.4km run today...it was tiring! i was number 144...dunno whether pass anot...but i seriously can not be bothered because finally...this junk is over!! haha...nothing exciting today...juz wishing for national day to come! then i'll have 5 days of holiday :D
Fell asleep before 6:10 PM

Ook...MONDAY BLUES!! Argh! Today is so not a good day. Firstly, there's assembly. it was about stress management. like hello? the only reason us students have stress is because the teachers give us the stress. it's totally logical! homeworks, tests, exams...no teen in their right mind would come up with such stuff. only teachers do that. therefore, this waste-of-time talk today should be for the teachers...to let them realise how much stress and presure they're putting on us poor 15-year-olds.
Anyway...TODAY'S ZALENA'S BIRTHDAY!! YAY!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU...HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU...BLAHBLAH...(continue it yourself)...ok, so i'll dedicate 1/4 of this entry to the dear friend who just turned freaking 15. So, zal...15 years old! hahaha...can show pink IC liao...well...study hard, play hard, have fun, smile always and always remember that your friend here is always there to help (otherwise stated)...hope you'll have your best 15 years old yet (hahaha...because it's only once you turn 15)! Stay funky, stay cool, and stay cheerful all year round!
Ook...now back to the issues. well...we had a history test today about Hitler (yawn)...luckily it wasn't that tough. i remembered most of the key points, so i'm sure i'll pull through (unless the teacher blantantly wants to fail me). So, we thought that we could march off out of school at 1.45...however, on last minute notice, we had an enrichment programme on recognising "what is love?"...it lasted all the way to 3.30! thankfully it wasn't that boring. But after the lesson, i went on to the school library to do my homework. hahaha...trust me to do that...but i ended up playing scrabble instead with some friends. i haven't talked to this certain friend of mine for quite some time. i've been sort of avoiding this friend. it's just that...i don't want to get too close to that friend...sometimes i wish that we were back at sec 1 where we were just the sort where we would see each other at the corridors and wave...not that simple now though...
well...what the heck! i've been babbling too much! buaiz!!

Fell asleep before 5:48 PM