Alright...there's so much to tell! Hahahaha...well...today, i have become officially confused. Seriously, how can a person (me) come to a conclusion is there are so many mixed signals? Personally, it sucks! I wonder what it will feel like to wake up thinking everything is going to be smooth again. Haiz...ook, so i'll go right to it.
There's a National Day Celebration in school today. i went to school as usual, at around 7 in the morning, and i went straight to class (i mean, it will be quite lame to be lining up at the parade square won't it?). Then at 7.15, me, zalena and amanda went to the parade square. There wasn't any national anthem because we'll be singing it later during the parade. We were arranged to line up at the volleyball court. At first, everything was fine. Then, i turned around to talk to Khaymar, and in the process, my eyes landed on HIM!! Argh!! He was laughing and talking to his friends. I decided not to let that bother me. After all, i'm not supposed to like him remember?
Then, the most heart-wrenching thing happened. Somewhere before the marching ended (i think), HE walked up and sat at my 11 o'clock, two rows to my left. Oh god!! I mean, what is he trying to do? turn my life upside down? he was making me self-conscious all over! i mean, i was thinking of joining in the water-spray marathon going on with the people around me, but i though better of it. He was sitting with two of his friends, one of which i know quite ok. The thing was, he caught me looking at him. It was so embarrassing!! I couldn't even sing (er..i had to sing) without making my face turning warm all over! Sheesh!
Well...see what i mean by confusing? if he doesn't like me, and i don't like him anymore... (i'm going to live it that way)
Anyway, i had quite an enjoyable time today. See ya!! :D

Fell asleep before 6:51 PM