*I can feel the rush...now i know it must be love...inside my heart is burning up...it's melting away...*

Okok...after so many days...i feel like me again...so msny things happened since the day i turned 16...
i didn't go to school on the 16th...because at 10.35 pm 15 Feb...my grandmother passed away...erm...yea..
i was dead upset...and i couldn't sleep at all that night...so yea...k...that part i dun wanna talk about it...
i got some things sorted out and i'm glad now...i dun even think i'll be bothering much about boys right now...
yes...i still like the CCSS guy...and i've never been happier about it...we're like...funny...weird...but funny...
we're so carefree about this whole situation...about liking each other before we even meet...anybody nearby would suspect
we're going out if they were to eavesdrop on our conversation...i know...because my sister was asking me if i was talking
to my boyfriend (okok...so she had a hint because she picked up the phone when he called)...
but he's a really sweet guy...we don't say much to each other...and we enjoy the silence in between...it's not awkward or
anything...it's comfortable...and when we do talk...we'd end up with some crap...but that's what's so nice about talking
to him...i never get bored...
And the distance apart...it really helps me...because then there's no stress...no jealousy...no suspicions...the most
special friendship...it's based on trust...and the security assurance...
ok...so he does admit sometimes that he gets a little worried...like the other time i was chatting with Sue online...while
i was on the phone with him (it always happen actually...and he knows i'll always be on the computer everytime he calls)...
and so he asked me who i was chatting with...i told him 'Sue'...he mistook it for 'Zul'..(whoever he is...wait...Zulfikar's
my cousin...so...ook)...then i can't remember what he said...but i replied something like 'takkan ngan komputer pon nak jealous'
and he was 'mesti ar...' and i can't remember...then blah blah blah...i said 'Sue la...Suliani...'...then he said something about
'ingatkan Zul...'..but you get the point...
Anyway...my life's back on track...there's still homework and tests and CCA...
So much more waiting for me to explore!
Fell asleep before 11:10 PM