Well...i can't believe 'O' Levels is passing by so fast! I have 3 more papers to go before i'm free! free as the birds! Hahakz...oh..i was surfing through some poems the other day and i found some wonderful ones!
Final Good-ByeA whirlwind of color is passing us bye
As we stand here today and say our final good-byes
Memories of laughter memories of tears
It is time to look toward the future and face up to our fears
We are leaving a place some people called a second home
Spreading our wings and flying on our own
"The sky is the limit" a phrase often used
To describe what we have done and what is yet to be pursued
Each teacher has left a special place within our hearts
That we have kept inside of us right from the start
But the thing that we will remember most of all
Is the friendships that we will always recall
Even though our lives may lead us in different directions
We will always recall the friendships that were near to perfection
We stand here today in our caps and gowns
With God's grace shining from Heaven down
Now that we are looked at as young adults
It is time to take responsibility for all of our faults
The future holds many wounders for us to see
But we will take with us all of our memories
Throughout the good times and the bad
We have always come on top
And that is something the future will never stop
On this graduation day it is ok if you cry
Because it is hard to accept this is our FINAL GOOD-BYE...
Aww...*sniff*
Fell asleep before 9:46 PM
Well...today's the second day of puasa but i'm not going to rave on about it until later (just in case i say the wrong things while typing this chunk out). Okay, soi i'm immensely BORED...it's 2.10 am and syafiqah's right...i'll only update this thing if i have nothing better to do. hahakz...so anyway...i got tired of watching 4 back-to-back episodes of The OC...and then Summerland...and i'm wasted...i don't like the twisted plot in season 2 of summerland...and season 3 of The OC is incredibly unfair for Ryan and Marissa...but whaddaheck i'm more of a Summer and Cohen fan...so i'm not complaining...although there's nothing much about those two in the episodes but...ah who cares?
Went to the library with Sue and Fiqah today...hahakz...FINALLY can pig out and try to study (the studying part didn't quite work out) and i was surprised how much Singapore students actually care about Social Studies...heck! there were plenty of people actually reading textbooks...i don't get it...(okay, so it doesn't take much account since i was working my brains trying to memorise half of Venice)...but i'm sure i could use a little help if the other students (seemingly more cleverer ones) JUST PUT THE BLOODY TEXTBOOKS ASIDE, GET A LIFE AND MAKE MINE EASIER! hahakz...So well...i borrowed this really wicked book and i've just finished reading it (which i then watch The OC after that). It's amazing! The story's just so sincere, so spell-binding, so gob-smacking, so near-divine, so honest! Urgh! It's so perfect i ached to own it! I'm probably gonna go hunting for this book..and a few more others...
Oh, and by the way, there's this MPH book sale at Expo...today and tomorrow (today as in since it's 2 in the morning at the time of type)...dunno if i can go but i'll BEG my parents. If you do happen to be able to make it there...SMS ME!!! So...i think i'd better go catch some zzzzs...
But not before...
SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN. DI SINI KHAI INGIN MENYUSUN SEPULUH JARI MEMOHON AMPUN JIKA KHAI PERNAH ADA TERKASAR BAHASA DAN JIKA KHAI TELAH MENYINGGUNG PERASAAN SESIAPA PUN...TERUTAMA SEKALI ORANG YANG TERDEKAT DI DALAM DIRI KHAI...
- Mak, Ayah, Nurul and Fatin...don't need la, i see you ppl everyday at home (you don't read this thing anyway)...
- Buat Asyiqin...DON'T THINK I'VE FORGOTTEN ABOUT YOU GIRL! Just heard on the radio...power 98 came to your school?? Y never tell me? Baik minta maaf skarang...=D hahakz...well, it has been...8 years (?) together and we're still the BEST of FRIENDS! Can't waiting till my fuckin 'O's finish so i can hang out with you! I still owe you that play in your school...and i'm keeping my word...i'll be going...insya'allah kalau my mum or whoever doesn't drag me out to space (ha! like DAT will happen)...well...THANKS SOOO MUCH FOR THE MARVELLOUS TIMES TOGETHER! hahakz...phew! i had been one heck of a roller coaster ride, huh? those primary school days...hahakz...i can still remember the Teacher's Day Concert..Does the Ultimate Boyz still ring a bell? hahahakz...anyway...THANKS LOADS FOR ALL THAT YOU'VE DONE FOR ME!! thanks for dragging ur butt along with me for the Cultural Night at ACSI that time and having to deal with weird people around (ha! remember the guy sitting behind you?)...hahakz...well study hard girl and i know u'll do fuckin well in the future (do i see a brain surgeon in the making? lawyer? CEO of Microsoft? hahakz...anything's possible!) Don't laugh at dreams because what your mind believe and conceive...IT CAN ACHIEVE!
- Buat Sue, thanks so much for the wonderful times we had together. we still have a long journey ahead of us and let's not allow anything in our way. Aku tak tahu berapa lama lagi aku boleh tahan ngan budak tu (budak irritating tu FYI...nanti kalau aku sempat ingat aku pergi minta maaf ngan dier...kitorang slalu cakap pasal dier...lagipon aku selalu carik alasan supaya kitorang tak 'stuck' ngan dier...hahakz). Thanks for entertaining my 101 shit and crap...and whinging...i know i'm a whiner...Thanks for always being there to listen to me rat on about itsy bitsy things...Thanks for helping me with my stories! Without you, i think "All For Love" wouldn't even haven finished! Thanks for giving me feedback and giving me ideas! Thanks for EVERYTHING THAT YOU DO! BUT MOST IMPORTANTLY, THANKS, THANKS, AND A MILLION THANKS FOR JUST BEING YOU! I don't know what Nobel Prize-Winning thing i've done in my 16 years on Earth to ever deserve such a loving friend as you! You're my buddy, my sister, my (i won't say mak mertua pasal tak tentu aku nak kahwin ngan anak kau yg satu itu), my beacon light, my northern star, and the greatest gift even given to me...
- Buat Fiqah, although you've just stepped into my crazy world this year, no doubt we had fun! hahakz...thanks alot for everything! even though sometimes we make you stress by asking you to decide...then you'd say "up to you guys"...hahakz...for studying with us bersungguh-sungguh although you don't really need to...don't worry to much k? sec 1 is usually the awkward year...but next year u'll get the hang of it, trust me! then geography won't seem so bad =D
- Buat Zalena...well, what can i say? it's really nice to be able to talk to you again...never though u'd ever forgive me...but thanks for all the great memories together, all the outings and i don't even mind the Geography tests...hahakz...well...didn't get a chance to give u ur graduation gift, but maybe on Monday when i get the chance...i'm so sorry for everything, i guess i'm not that good with situations. Sometimes i wish life was as simple as a book. Everything's written out for you. All you have to do is flip the pages and the problem will automatically be solved. So much for that in real life. So, study hard, don't let difficulties pull you down but urge to on to become a stronger person, and i'll see you real soon!
- Buat the rest of the people (i really have no time here...i wanna go sleep)...THANKS FOR EVERYTHING YOU'VE DONE FOR ME, HOW YOU'VE CHANGED MY LIFE, HOW YOU'VE BECOME PART OF WHO I AM, AND HOW YOU'VE MANAGED TO LAND A PLACE IN MY HEART THAT I MIGHT NOT REMEMBER AFTER A LONG WHILE, BUT THAT DOESN'T MEAN I FORGET YOU. KEEP IN TOUCH! GOOD LUCK TO EVERYTHING YOU DO!
Fell asleep before 2:06 AM
Pictures taken from the chalet/bbq...i'm too tired to really update so it'll just be pictures for now...
Hahakz...graduation so long ago now then i put the pictures up...well...'O' Levels is OVER!! Okay, not really for me because my last paper on the 22nd...but hey, who studies for science paper 1? anyway, can't wait to go out...laze about...i dunno...there are so many thing i wanna do!! Right now, i'm bored...and braindead...and i can't be any happier...my history paper was like shit but whaddaheck, i'll live...can't do anything about it now right? i hafta start thinking right now about what i wanna do with my life...my grandma was nagging about my future the last time i went to visit...so ya...as of the 22nd...i'm officially graduated...can finally vandalise my shoe!! hahakz...i'm a hazard to shoes...and then i'm gonna finish up on all the stories i promised sue...and maybe get started on a new one for amanda...what else...i dunno about watching movies...i find it sort of common...everybody goes to the movies...big deal ar? Although there's a big hooha about the whole harry potter movie, i'm probably not going to watch it because of the cast...they should let Brenda Song play Cho Chang!!! I'm still considering Sky High or chicken little...told my sister maybe i might bring her go watch either one of them...dunno whether i'll be shipped to Montana for a holiday...but hey, a promise is a promise...
July 2004