I hate changes. Changes are good, but i don't fancy them so much. Moving on from secondary school to working life is hard enough. It's a change I'm trying to deal with, and i'm dealing with it perfectly. It takes time, but having to go through another change, moving on to poly life, that's gonna be even harder. I've barely adjusted to me life!
I love work, and if you ask Sue, i'll bet she'll agree. It's not all about cute managers and really nice riders, it's really hard work. You stress yourself out to the max, you get pushed like hell sometimes and there are instances you just want to break down and cry. But it's those times you laugh and smile and joke around that make you fall in love with what you're doing. It's the people like Prem, Daniel, Faizah, Anisah, Nura, Hafiz, Dhumaika, Fatthin, Omar, Raj, Fadli, Sharul, Wati, Iskandar, Yanto, Din, Ismail, Faizal W (yes, I fancy him...*blush* :P)...
You love them all!
You don't want to let them go...
And now that you've stepped into my new world and hear about all these people, i guess it's safe to say the person i'm most attached to would be Daniel. He was there on my first interview, he smiled at me, he was friendly, he was patient, he really takes care of me. He listens when i ask him, he teases me now and then, he makes me smile, he's like a brother you really want. He taught me everything i need to know, about life, about work...everything. But he's leaving...and i hate that change. He makes work so much more enjoyable. He brings life, it's always complete when he's around. That's how fond i am of him...
We're all one cosy family. We've been through so much together...we've seen each others' flaws and blunders and conquered all the difficult tasks together. Sometimes there are tension when work gets tough, but it all blows off at the end of the day.
And i don't want that to change. Being new and all, Sue and i had the attention for a while, hahakz...and believe me, we enjoyed it a lot. It's the sort of thing you don't get in school. Back when we were still naive students, you just sort of blend in with the crowd. But at work, everyone's special. You have your own identity, your own strengths, and your own weaknesses and everyone helps one another. You sit in the RTT room one day and fold boxes with the riders while they talk about motorcycles and it fascinates you. You share a large pizza among the crew and you feel like you belonged. You sweep and mop the place while everyone's getting ready for closing, you feel united. You crap around with the managers and you don't feel awkward. But that's just what i love about everything. Life is so simple in the eyes of these people. You share the good things and you usually avoid talking about problems.
Sounds easy? Well, it's not.
You don't get spoon-fed all the time, you don't get pampered. Work is work. You don't pull in personal stuff because you'll soon realise the world doesn't revolve around you. As much as you see Hafiz and Dhumaika having PDA at work (and you'll cringe and look away), you don't see them discussing personal relationship stuff. Yes, Sue and I have a share of gossips and rumours. Like everyone knows i fancy Faizal, everyone knows Iskandar fancies Sue and maybe so does Shahrul, but i don't deny it's all for the fun of it.
And you think it's just about cute managers and loads of guys at work...think again...
Fell asleep before 12:45 AM